On a Feminist Reading of the Gospel

the new testament *also* says “women should remain silent in church” and “i do not permit a woman to teach or to assume authority over a man; she must be quiet”, and rather conspicuous in their absence are revelations abrogating the parts of the patriarchal Law pertaining to women – indeed Jesus only straitens it by condemning divorce.

Yes, you can see people acting in radical ways in the Gospels, and how well do attempts at living the Gospel life in the sense of “acting like the good characters in the drama of the Gospels” usually go? Much more common is people living according to Christianity, which see above.

I would also say that the women of the Gospels portray a kind of heroic womanhood that is within the norms of classical Mediterranean (i.e. deeply patriarchal) society, and not our own. Virtuous women in the classical Mediterranean (and considerably later) were women who did not engage in any public life, that sphere being restricted to men, and who lived a domestic life “barefoot and chained to the kitchen sink”.

The male apostles were rather free spirits: of the professions recorded, four were fishermen, one was a “tax collector” (read: bailiff, read: half-educated thug), one was a “zealot” (read: religious thug) and one was Judas. Each of them had ample opportunity to run away and pursue a sort of life.

The women stuck with Jesus out of faith, sure, but also because in a patriarchal society, women are obliged to be attached to a male of some kind — a father, a husband, a master… and Jesus was the best male to be attached to. A number of the women who followed Jesus were either ex-prostitutes or working as prostitutes. The women were present at the resurrection because they were picking up the spiritually polluting job of handling a dead body.

The Gospel lesson is not “Men flee when things get scary, girl power!!!!” but “So, you are a woman, called to a station of abject dependence and servitude in life, but Jesus has a special love for the abject, and gives them a special grace, and a promise of an especially exalted life in the Kingdom to Come”.

This is the Gospel, but it is not feminist in even the basic sense that modern society now takes for granted. The Gospel, as I say, is not often fully enacted.

I don’t think the role of “missionary” properly belongs to the public male sphere. part of life in the female sphere is going around to one anothers houses, engaging in communal women’s work etc, and this is also a fruitful mission field

Part of the Gospel is “despite what you have been told, the social role of “sinner” is not one you have to live as, and nor should you live as it, despite society telling you that you should – you are entitled to new life through Jesus!“

The Samaritan woman at the well, along with the various prostitutes whom Jesus befriended very much *were* conforming to a female gender standard, but it was the female gender standard of “WHORE” and not “lady”. This, I think, is also an enduring trait of Mediterranean society, despite all the Christianity – a woman is one of these two kinds: a good virtuous daughter and mother or “no better than she should be”

“first missionary” is a rather vague title and could be ascribed to any number of people, but I don’t think the role of “missionary” properly belongs to the public male sphere. part of life in the female sphere is going around to one anothers houses, engaging in communal women’s work etc, and this is also a fruitful mission field. Think of all the men who converted because their wives were Christian first.

i think it is simply mistaken to say that the anointing of Christ with the precious spikenard was done in public – the gospel accounts agree that it was done in somebody’s house:

😇🦁: “the home of Simon the Leper” (“Leper” being of course one of the main “sinner” social roles that Christ ministered to)

🐮: “one of the pharisees”

🦅: “Bethany, where Lazarus lived”

Matthew and Mark agree it was done in a leprosy house, there’s some harmonisation possible with the Lucan account and John is weird as usual – this is Lazarus of Bethany, not leprous Lazarus the beggar but w/e. They all agree it was done in a private house at a private party.

i don’t think Mediterranean social norms were such that a woman talking in the town square where she lived was a social deviant – it hardly constitutes much of a really public life, especially since she was a) already living the social role of a Wife-of-Bath harlot and b) coded as a semi-wild “Samaritan”, so the kind of social role where that would be considered causing a scene, the ultra-purdah of a rich man’s wife who would never go out unveiled is not the kind of life she lived. I agree she is maybe unusually outspoken, but I can’t see this as “very public” – if that is “very public” then what in comparison is the standard life of a male apostle, sent out to go from strange village to strange village, healing the sick, proclaiming the Kingdom, and depending on charity?

The woman’s initial confusion is not about gender, but ethnos – “How is it that thou, being a Jew, askest drink of me, which am a woman of Samaria?” though it’s possible the woman also has a notion that Jesus, being a Jew, should have ideas about talking to women too. The confusion of the disciples I also take to be primarily a mixture of their general character of being goodhearted but stupid boys, and the ethnic angle. The gender angle isn’t played up.

“The guy” who objects to the anointing of Christ in Matthew and Mark are indeed just “some guys” but their objection isn’t “you broke a gender norm” but “what a waste of money!”. John makes this rather plain do-gooder sentiment something spicier by putting it in the mouth of Judas. Still no gender stuff. Now, Luke doesn’t like this story, so he is the one who makes it about gender, as you rightly say. I don’t know why he changes it, but he does, so we do have to think about it and speculate a little.

There’s an absence of any explicit “and lo the Pharisee spoke unto the harlot saying what the fuck art thou doing in mine house” stuff but don’t you think it is implicit that “a Pharisee” – whose famous line is condemning Christ for eating with sinners – would object to a presence of a sinner at dinner? Do you suppose she was a frequent dinner guest of his? Hardly! What brings her to the house isn’t that it is semi-public space, but, Watsonishly, the presence of Jesus and, Doylishly, that it creates an occasion to for Luke to insert a parable of the “Jesus preaching to a Pharisee” type on the theme of sexual morality. So this is definitely an occasion about sexual morality, but then isn’t the sinner doing what a prostitute should to a man she is loving? It’s a strange story and I think you’re on stronger ground by calling her a deviant.

But try this reading on for size: Jesus rebukes the pharisees repeatedly for their hypocrisy and unwillingness to repent. I think Jesus knows that although the sinful woman is never, could never possibly be, a dinner guest of the Pharisee, she is a bed-partner of his, and this is a scene that Jesus is creating to freak the Pharisee out.

Notice that in the parable Jesus is also calling the Pharisee a sinner like her but one tenth as bad – different in degree but not kind – a reasonable ratio for the different ways a man and woman in fornication might be judged.

The treatment the sinful woman gives Jesus is some high class escort foreplay stuff – costly perfume, weird hair stuff, kisses everywhere. When she does this to Jesus she is herself enacting a parable of the Kingdom, in which the repentant harlot’s highest arts, though developed for sin, are converted into an instrument for a great blessing and, here perhaps, the further conversion of Simon the Pharisee.

Jesus rebukes Simon the Pharisee by saying “you did not wash my feet, you did not kiss me…’ which were simple acts of hospitality but which in this context became an occasion to freak him out by, again, saying “you are more like this woman than you would care to admit” and sharpening the point by saying that even though his sins are only a tenth of this woman’s, that his attempts to bless Jesus do not even rise to common courtesy, never mind a high-class erotic-but-chaste show. I also like to imagine that Jesus is mogging him: “When you, you dirty teacher of the Law sinned with her, she never gave you this, but behold, such is my glory…”

That is to say, I don’t think this was a public show. I read it as being a little domestic psychodrama enacted by Jesus for a specific effect – the metanoia of Simon the Pharisee, by playing on his own insecurities in his own squalid house, in collaboration with a penitent harlot, and Luke is recounting this drama like a telenovelista for we readers of his gospel to consider.

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A Fee for Sunlight

astrology i am still coming to a conclusion about, but i am still pretty sure that people who charge you for consultations are amulet sellers

what is so offensive to me about the brown scapular is the pure priestcraft of it – trying to extract payment (mostly in the form of attention to the Carmelite order who are pretty… idk, look up their little stunt in Auschwitz in the 80s, and they have popes boosting their little amulet business) for sunlight (the forgiveness of sin).

and charging for astrology comes pretty close to literally trying to charge for sunlight and starlight

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Catholic Bimbofication

because the roman catholic umbrella can be described best as “maximalist” this means there is some subset that will attract someone – some particular holy person with vatican stink rubbed all over them, either for reasons of simple chronology, geography or because they made a decision to go roman.

here comes the priestcraft part – concentrate…

it is very bad to be “a cafeteria catholic” – picking and choosing what you like. this is very immature and you can get away with it if you’re a peasant or some kind of bimbo, but you are obliged to avoid doing so where possible – hereby setting up a double-bind-with-built-in-submission-out for priestcraft. you are guilty of it either way and the only way out is through submissively bimbofying yourself to someone dressed in authority.

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The Ten Day Week

unfortunately, for group theoretic reasons i don’t want to work out, if you add uranus, neptune and pluto to the classical lineup to make ten planets for a ten day week and do the same cyclic planetary hours thing over 24 hours and take the sunrise hours, you don’t get one cycle of 10 days: instead the process partitions the set into two.

but interestingly, sun and moon generate the two cycles which are:

Monday, Saturday, Friday, Ayersday, Tuesday;

Sunday, Hellsday, Thursday, Wednesday, Uranday;

This almost fits into the two sects of Hellenistic astrology, but Saturn belongs to the nocturnal sect and here is in the set generated by the Moon.

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Parapolitics of Esther

book of esther is both better and worse than ezra-nehemiah. better because it works better as a fun drinking story with a melodrama but worse because it is so evidently the pattern of every pogrom fuelled by fantasy and paranoia and the slightest hint of a point in history.

it seems very significant to me that the name and works of god are absent, at least explicitly, from this Platonic form of a pogrom narrative. significant for both sides, mind.

I think Luther was right to be confused how it got in the canon

[At this point, my interlocutor mentioned an Orthodox Jewish friend of theirs who did not like Esther because it was “fuelling the persecution complex”]

i don’t think “fuelling” is a strong enough word.

up until Esther in the historical narrative, every genocide against the Jews has made sense – the Israelites are acting like, well, Israelis. They conquered the land fair and square and are facing a long insurgency against the former occupiers of the land, not always successfully. This is fine warrior aristocracy stuff. Even the racist stuff about periodically taking and then putting away wives of subject races makes sense in a heathen sort of way. Even Exodus makes a mythic sort of sense – Israel have stolen themselves from Pharaoh and of course Pharaoh wants to recapture his slaves, and his heart has been hardened into a diamond so he is capable of anything.

But Esther is a departure. This is the prototype of a pogrom – two Mossad agents, a honeypot wife taking advantage of a spurned queen who was too proud to be a whore, and a conveniently located conspiracy-discoverer simultaneously and craftily ingratiate themselves as Court Jews. Mordecai and Esther come up with this themselves. God doesn’t tell them. No prophet tells them. They improvise this plot as they go along. The Court Jew makes nemies of the other courtiers through his aloofness, and one of them is paranoid and racist enough to take the discourtesy as a reason to… kill all the Jews in the Empire, which is to say the world. Unlike every other genocide hitherto there is nothing religious about this. This is a story of pure and nonsensical racism. The Jews in Esther have nothing to recommend them – no covenant, no divine authority, no prophet, all they have are these Mossad agents, and it’s only because it is a Jewish story that we can be sure they are the good guys. And because the bad guy’s motives are so incomprehensible.

Events eventuate, and the Jews survive, hooray.

But what is especially bad about it is that this is a fantasy in which genocide is Good For The Jews. The chain of events that the Achaemenid Mossad set up did not lead to any Jews being killed at all (very implausibly the pogrom is supposed to happen all on one day, which tells us if we have been so blind to notice that the genre we are in is a “day of the rope” type fantasy), but did end up with the enemies of the Jews being killed, and the Mossad-installed courtiers being given high office. That’s a risky wager, to put the existence of your whole people against a strategem like that!

it is a little uncanny, how well the narrative in Esther has programmed people throughout history into taking the roles of the story – though taking entheogens and telling the story every year will do that.

Uncanny because it also seems to have worked on the people playing the role of Haman – though it would have to for it to work. If anyone was ever Haman, then it has to be Hitler, and if anyone were ever the Sons of Haman it would be the Nazi officers! Hitler-Haman acted exactly as someone possessed by Haman would act – senseless overreaction.

What’s even worse is that, okay six million sons and daughters of Israel died in the Holocaust, but it also led to the foundation of the State of Israel, abounding in Mordecais lifted from mean estates in shtetls throughout Europe up to high office in Israel. And these Mordecais have the highest grace and favour of the Empire that rules the world. But at what cost when the fantasy comes real???

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They Don’t Want You To Know Linguistics: Bare Literacy

I talked to someone this morning who gave me something to thing about with the They Don’t Want You To Know Linguistics issue.

They grew up in the country, in a place where it was still not a given that someone you meet is literate (80% literacy rate), and to them, at school, it was made quite clear that learning to read and speak the literary standard language is a choice and if you do not make it then life will probably not go so well for you. Literacy, in other words, is a frightfully recent thing – load bearing but fragile.

This was part of a conversation where they remarked how important a bit of social improvement universal literacy was, and how little this is considered. I responded that I think it is considered a lot by teachers. But when I thought about what my impression of teachers considering it might be, I took their point.

Specifically, I think this casts some light on why They Don’t Want You To Know Linguistics. They, frankly, are afraid that You Can Barely Learn to Read, and believe the only way they can get you to even be able to read, because it is the only way that has worked so far, is to make it a matter of morals and national social stratification.

I don’t like this, but it tracks the online-reactionary graph of society where d/dt is high at the beginning of the 20th century (it’s safest to talk about derivatives rather than absolute values), goes sharply down at the Great War (briefly negative even), starts to struggle around the Second World War (involving a lot of traumatic ups and downs) and then shortly after the war, d/dt settles down into being either 0 or negative. Whether it’s turned positive in recent years depends on whether you Trust The Plan.

This matches the pattern I have observed where pedagogues seem to have been very optimistic about language learning up until shortly after the War (see eg that French book I posted about a couple of weeks ago, and Saunt Burgess coming out of the War full of enthusiasm) and then their confidence collapsed, quite suddenly. I think the nadir was reached in the 70s and 80s when the teaching profession consciously turned their back on phonetics (branded as “phonics”) and a little despairingly decided the best they could do was to teach people to pretend to read to keep the metrics high and the factories going until the environmental crisis killed all the surplus population with nuclear bombs

i note that this does not bode well for prospects of education in the present day and near future, so maybe the schools have an accurate sense of their own capacity and ability to educate people about linguistics

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On Being Asked Why Preserving Life Is Only Beneficial from a Human Perspective

“a forest you can hunt deer or gather a particular herb in” in is worth preserving but “the life of an arbitrary deer or a particular plant” is not. the preservation of the former, which you could science up into “the ecosystem” is more important than the latter. indeed, the point of preserving the former is as a means to hunting or harvesting the latter, which is the exact opposite of preserving it.

that’s how it is. an organism can only value something if it knows what it is that it’s valuing. a tube worm in a hydrothermal vent under the deep Pacific can’t value a Shostakovich fugue. It also can’t value an ecosystem, or the life of a lemur in Madagascar.

there are some other mutualist relationships between other species, so in some sense i suppose eg clownfish value the preservation of anemones, but i doubt they think about it in any very abstract way.

there’s a pretty strong claim to be made that social species value the existence of some conspecifics (“some” because clearly when an ape kills another ape, ape number one clearly doesn’t value the existence of ape number two) and sometimes social animals have pets or friends from other, social, species, but I am not sure that even apes and elephants have any sort of ecological understanding though.

it would seem to be an empirical observation that only people have an ecological understanding of life, so only people value things like “the life of an animal” – certainly every other inhuman animal trying to eat the animal, or every bug trying to make it sick, or living its own life indifferently to the existence of the animal, or just hanging around until the animal becomes dead meat, these animals don’t value anything like “the life of an animal”.

What is more, the birds and bees and so on are so indifferent to their own value, a value that any half-sensitive person can see when looking at one, that in order to make any sense of life, people express a wide range of ecological myths:

to some people, forests are full of organismal spirits (very distinct from the actual organisms themselves who are seen as an expression, or sign of the spirit) who can be communicated with, and are themselves an expression of the “missing value” that a bird or a herb *should* appear to have for itself, given how “self-evidently” useful and valuable and beautiful it is.

some people believe that a particular organism is a family relation of theirs and treat them as dumb country cousins, extending the courtesy of not killing them unless they really deserve it, or if not as country cousins then of some other tribe – with the members of which one exists in a state of slight incomprehension, in peace or in war.

some people believe that there is some other place, an upper world or whatever, where organisms are living their whole lives and they act cautious when they descend to the middle world

some people believe animals *used* to be able to admire themselves in an other place that is in the deep past where they would talk and so on except something happened – they were struck by a disaster, or they made some collective decision, or the ancestors of man made some terrible mistake

some people go mad and conclude that it’s not the animals who are all lacking – it’s people who are fucked up, and use their big brains full of ecological consciousness to come up with stories about why having an ecological consciousness is evil and so you should stop having it. they never succeed in doing this, except maybe briefly when they sleep, eat or fuck, but they do succeed in causing what they really wanted, which is misery and destruction. There’s a name for these people!

all of these are evidently expressions of people, or if the magical expressions have any truth in them, then of people in collaboration with spirits, gods, whatever. clearly no actual animals are consulted about their own best interests, because the inability of animals to do so is what is being explained by the myths.

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Esoteric Molinism: On Contradiction

contradictions are meaningful, and so are non-contractions.

God has the sovereign power of actualising contradictions but because ex contradictionem quodlibet, he had a choice of actualising either zero or infinite contradictions.

God wanted creation to contain some non-contradictions and so for the sake of these, he was obliged to make the whole of creation consistent

the most ready to hand example of a non-contradiction he wanted to create, but not necessarily an exhaustive list, is any given freely willed act of a human soul.

bishvili nivra perhaps not ha’olam, but the law.

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Paperclips A Parable

i think stories about paperclip maximisers are about startups, the bay area and the people who get attracted to rationalist cults – a neurodiverse kind of focus, an entitlement to the world and its resources because of sociopathy, or coming from money, or falling into a bad crowd, or all of them

and being extremely status driven but kinda twisted with it like they don’t want status like a normal person is trained to want it but they want it in some traumatised version of a normal status- conscious person, like the way status in San Francisco is expressed is you have a rich or ambitious person and instead of spending time and money like a normal person in a productive venture there’s this whole game of investing in startups that have patently ridiculous Missions (like “making paperclips on a gigascale”) like you Make An Entry by throwing venture capital around or dedicating months of your life to the Mission and pretending like the Mission means anything but also pretending that some of the seed money you throw around will “foom” into “a unicorn” and a unicorn is a tech company that just buys more and more computer programmers until something happens.

“spending 2 years of your life at a startup that is Uber For Pet Rabbits” is a type of “building a paperclip maximiser”

“apple”, “microsoft”, “facebook”, google” are types and shadows of of “AI messiah”

“writing software that destroys the humanity and life of its authors and then others” is a type of actually this part is literal.

turns out the economic base shapes the ideological superstructure who knew

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Angelus Analysed

the pre-tridentine hail mary is simple hinayana, a mantra exerpted from the gospels

the tridentine addition of the first person plural supplication elevates it to mahayana

the angelus lifts it to vajrayana by adding the structure of:

BONG BONG BONG… BONG BONG BONG… BONG BONG BONG…

“hinayana voice setting the scene: suddenly there appear two devate: mary and gabriel”

*mahayana mantra*

“Assuming the Godform by Becoming The Girl , first person singular”

*mahayana mantra*

“settling back into a mahayana plural once again and remarking what just happened”

*mahayana mantra*

“falling back further into hinayana petition full of strange sundering words and phrases, often gabbled in practice”

“glory be… a supremely hinayanic mantra, so that i wonder if this paragraph should not be in the same black as the bells as the glory be mantra here can be practically grammatised as “get ready here comes the end of the prayer….. amen”“

u get a little gobbet of vajrayana with a lot of mahayana padding, and a gentle descent back into daily life interrupted by the bell and prayer

the magnificat in comparison is either pure hinayana or tantrayana depending on your initiation.

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